My class reunion I had feelings of self-consciousness. It didn't help that upon walking up to the event a classmate of mine that is a total prick (but will act super friendly to your face) saw me and made the stupidest face... I'm pretty aware of people and know when people are looking at me. I never say anything though... why bother? It does make me uncomfortable though. This doesn't always have to do with my body. Over the years there have been many things about myself that may make me embarrassed that I am well aware of and believe me, I see when people stare, look, whisper... I just try to remind myself that they aren't perfect either (even if they think they are!) ....so back to the original topic... he made a stupid face that I was well aware was directed at me and it immediately put me in a sour mood. Who wants to lose a bunch of weight, pretty much put it all back on before and during pregnancy, have a baby, and 3 weeks later go to a gathering where a bunch of people are probably all judging you. Oh well, I will just have to look and feel fabulous at my 15 year reunion!! Luckily, I had Annika with me so a lot of people were paying more attention to her ...score! Plus, maybe they'd be more willing to cut me some slack, knowing that I just had a baby. Aside from my jerk classmate, I did have a fun time catching up and hanging out with my classmates. We had a pretty small class and I'd say we were all pretty close, so it's fun to get together.
Here are my classmates that came (about a third of my class)