Brayden is playing a game and since it's his birthday, I figured I'd let him play. I could kick him off and send him to bed so I can do my 30DS but... to be honest... I kinda don't feel like it. I am going to use the pathetic excuse that I walked a lot today and it was a pretty good workout pushing the stroller up a few hills. Right now, I'm having fun watching him play the Wii.
I was looking at some pictures I have and found one that I feel represents me. I think I may have posted this before but I like it. I do feel like a skinny, athletic girl, stuck in a big girl body. I do feel like I could just unzip and walk right out.
Jeremy and I were looking through an old photo album of mine and I envied the girl in the photos. If I could only go back and tell that girl that she wasn't as disgustingly fat and ugly as she thought she was. I didn't let it hold me back as much as I feel I do now. I will scan some of those pictures and show you all. I was quite the catch in High School! haha :) My skinniest is still 7th grade though. I came to 7th grade after jumping on our trampoline every single day all summer. I didn't even realize it then but I slimmed down quite a bit from 6th to 7th grade.
I scanned a couple of the pictures... they are both from prom, I believe, so we are all dressed up with our hair and everything nice. I like these pictures and am excited to feel pretty like this again... to feel good when I see a picture of myself. It does kinda seem like I'm down on myself or that I'm having a pity party but I guess that's how I feel.
This one is with my best friend, Linda.
This one is with a girl I went to H.S. with, Amy.
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